I was feeling weak from last night’s turmoil
To stay underneath the comforter was tempting
The dark sky is threatening
with cold and heavy rains
If I stay,the swollen eyes so poor,
will just compete with the downpour.
God does not put us in situations for no reason
Last night, I wanted to hear your voice
You’re sad
because you don’t know exactly what am going through
I tell you dearest,
You wouldn’t want to know
Maybe it was just my protective instinct
I had always been like this
My beloveds’ pain is mine as well
You love me and I also do
Mine is the kind that protects
Like a Kanga to her Roo
Dearest, let me feel the pain
I pray that you won’t feel it’s unfair
Beloved you said I might not understand…
Of course I do!!!!
I had been there several times
And here I am again…
For now, I will leave it that way
You, thinking I might not understand
If only I can tell you everything…
I prayed for wisdom
And wisdom told me not to
In my own understanding
Everything is so completed complicated right now
But nothing is complicated with our sovereign God
So I chose to leave everything to His will
And wait for our sovereign God to “un–complicate” everything
Before the heavy eyes finally went to a peaceful sleep
You whispered “I love you”
That is all that matters…all that I need
I have your love….
Redeemed Child 
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