Redeemed Child
Waiting to be in her Father’s everlasting arms….Archive for Melancholia
Caretakers need to be taken care of too!
Nanay
Last night I fixed my mother’s things…
I terribly miss her
I wore her nightdress..
Took a hotmilk before going to sleep…
Two more weeks of waiting
and it will be her that I will be embracing
and it will be her who will prepare my milk
just like kindergarten days…
I looooove taking care of other people
Especially my beloveds
And am looking forward to take care of nanay
But deep inside my heart is the little Michelle
Who longs for her mother’s presence…
Caretakers need to be taken care of too! %;D
palad….
Ni sa hinagap di man lang sumagi
Na siya’y makakarating sa malayong lupain na sa iyo’y kumandili
Ni wala man lang babala sa unang sulyap at pagdadaop ng mga palad…
Subalit, makaraan ang ilang saglit….
ng dahil sa musikang di naman akma sa tema
nabulabog ang pusong namimighati para sa iba…
Walang patawad…sikmura niya’y gustong bumaligtad
Animo’y batang paslit
Na gustong kumanlong sa kandungan ni Ama
Nagulat, nalito, at nanghina…
Siya ngayo’y nagtatanong….
Panginoon, ano po ito?
Kahiwagaan ng lahat
Di maarok ng kanyang dunong
Subalit nandoon ang pagtitiwala
Na sila ay nasa Iyong mga palad………..
Nanay
I just received a phonecall from my mom…. and she’s not feeling well.
O Lord, may you touch her with your healing hands and grant her longer life to enjoy your love (sounds selfish of me….she would fully enjoy your love and presence once she gets Home.. I humbly plead my Lord.Not yet! Not yet!
Grieving…..
One of my kuyas just lost his dad…. and my heart grieves with him…he might not know it pero I can feel some of his pain…….aaaaaaaaaahhhhh no more words for this…..they’re all trapped in my heart… Be strong kuya… Jesus calmed the storm.
Missing the Three Men in My Life
Tatay, lolo…hope to see you there WHEN I GET HOME..
Tatay (KC) looking forward for your homecoming….
No Appetite For Food
Tis been more than a week that I lack appetite for food… somehow I know why… i am craving for something else…Someone….within reach…so close yet seem so far. .. deep sighs….
I long to be in Your Presence dear Lord….
Going Home
It’s past midnight and I just arrived home from UP…or should I say “I just arrived from home”?
If I go by the saying “Home is where the heart is” well then, I should really say “I just arrived from home”
Yes! My heart is in UP. She captured my heart the first time I set foot on her grounds. Ohhh…I can still hear the crisp sound of dried leaves under my shoes, but that was nine years ago. One more year and I’ll be celebrating my 1st decade in UP.
Looking back, I can only see God’s goodness and faithfulness. There were some big mistakes and I can only thank the Lord that I didn’t dwell on those mistakes. Running, I came back to His embrace as a prodigal daughter, and He lovingly welcomed me back with His arms wide open. God is sovereign. He is so powerful that even the most awful incidents in my UP life, HE turned them into something sooooo beautiful.
UP is my home because it is there where I finally found the church who really nurtured my faith in Christ. It is in Diliman Campus Bible Church (DCBC)where I got to know deeper the God whom I believe in and worship, it is where I learned to discover the many talents God has given me and use them for His glory, it is where I learned to see people through God’s eyes and have compassion for them and reach out to them.
I remember the walk I took before I reached home… the moon was kissing the river, and the river dances in its light, the stars declare the glory of its Maker and there I was enjoying my way home…with a sense of caution… that somebody might grab me from nowhere and do me harm… oh…I just long to be really home and enjoy its surroundings without worrying of my security.
In this journey we call life, I am only a pilgrim longing to reach my final destination….to my REAL HOME IN HEAVEN where my Father has prepared a place especially for me HIS REDEEMED CHILD.
And you my friend…. I long to see you there when I get home….
Moving On…
I once said: “I hope the day WON’T COME that I’ll get over you….”
Today I say: ” I hope the day WILL COME soon that I’ll get over you …”
An open letter….
Dear friends,
Today am celebrating the birth of JESUS CHRIST, my REDEEMER. Because of HIM, i was redeemed from sin whose penalty is death! HE DIED for my sins and was RESSURECTED that I might have ETERNAL LIFE.
Before i was blind, but now I see because of the HEALER’s touch.
Words aren’t enough to describe how grateful I am…… the FATHER adopted a WRETCH like me to HIS FAMILY. Before i was a PAUPER but the KING made me a PRINCESS….all of these happened because at one point in my life, I accepted the FREE GIFT OF ETERNAL LIFE that GOD offered to me.
For my friends who desires to have eternal life…continue seeking…do not hesitate to contact me if you want to know more about ETERNAL LIFE….
For my friends who already share with me this FREE GIFT OF ETERNAL LIFE,share with me the excitement HOW THE FATHER WILL UNFOLD THE BLOSSOMING OF THIS REDEEMED CHILD OF HIS…….
